It hurt's

Been thinking about her lately...

and guess what..

i am still can't let her go...

i just couldn't get her out of my mind..

still hoping and....

still believing that i can be the one who can makes her happy..

Still believing that i can be there to give her comfort and warmth..

Still believing that i can be her only guardian angel

Still believing that....

but...

believing is lying...

And i hope that i can stop lying to myslef...

it hurts and i guess i have to swallow it all...

Down...Drowning in this pool of emptiness..

Feel so empty deep inside...

even by doucing my self in this bitterness...

still i couldnt bring my self to take another step forward...

Forsaken and banish in my own world...

It hurts.....

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