wish i have more courage...

Sometime..in life we ought to make decisions. As we made up our mind it is better not to look back as we'll regret. A friend once told me that, there is no regrets in life only lessons to be learned. Well come to think about it, it is true that if you have regrets then you will learned a valuable lessons in life. Right now, I am filled with regrets as i beginning to see that the long voyage is coming to its end and i have to move on with new journey in my life. This is the problem that i am facing now, i wish i have more courage to move forward.......

I hope that before I go back to my home town, i have time to say proper good bye to my all my friends in Kuching however there is one person that i am want to meet for the last time before I go, but she is just.....

After putting some thought about it....I will gather my courage to make the first step forward.

Semester 5, July 2008

This semester is just so messed up but fortunately i manage to crawl to this hellish of workload. As usual, i manage to have fun and study...lol if not whats the point of continuously study without having any fun rite. I felt very lucky this semester as i have partner up with good member group..although there are some "people"..well better not talk about it, as it will makes me F#$%^* angry (thanks for making my life so much harder!! mlm(=__=)mlm )

Anyways, this post will be dedicated to "Dori the Fish" and "Mayi the Queen",the people who has help me through with my studies and assignments. I can't imagine what will happen if i did not meet them.

Dori the fish you have gave me tons of advice. I appreciate it very much as it is hard to find someone who can listen and give insightful feedback. There are times when i am down and your words just strike to the core and lift up my spirit. I hope that you will stay that way always but sometimes don't get to stress up k! No matter how stressed you get try to get some good sleeps and don't bite your lips too much, just wanna let you know that your lips is sweet!! so don't bite it anymore ok!!

As for Mayi the Queen, you are the most reliable person that we all can depend on. Basically you are close to perfect lol but you got to let loose abit k... don't get to serious all the time k..so my advice is..let loose you evil side too!! dress up with jeans and some t-shirt! get rugged and wild....lol...then it will be....(i leave it to your imagination)

Well, i can see that you guys will be successful in the future and stay in touch ok!! Good luck to you girls in the future..

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Pieces of my life

It has been sometimes since i have posted up anything well this time..i might go a little bit emotional in this post as i am going to leave my 2nd home soon. Right now, what i need the most is TIME!!! i hope i can just stop the time...wish i could choose not to take another step in my life...i just....don't want to leave...

I have never felt this way before, my heart is aching...heavy...as each second goes by my heart beat a little bit slower. The attachment is just too strong....it is too late to rewind...

Last night, it was the 1st time I prayed to God...i have never been this way before...i lost my confidence...the clock is ticking and I could not stop it. In my prayers, I asked God "God are you there, could you hear me out...(pause for a moment..), i am going to leave this country soon, i know it is just 700km away but i the time is too short...i want to spend more time with my friends...could you froze the time...even it is only for a moment...please.."

To all my friends you know who you are...
"Thank you for coming into my life...although it has been only a while, you thought me many things in life. You shown me the meaning of friendship..all of you....you are the one who make me who I am....i could not stand on my own without you guys..i will never be able to keep all the problem in my heart...you guys & girls came and share the weight. I have cried, I have laugh, I have gone wild, I have gone crazy,....all i wanted to say is i appreciate it with my whole heart...I hope all of you felt the same way too and if i were to say wrong things or have done wrong things..i would like to apologize..."

Fun things to do with your own pic..

It has been sometime since my last post..sorry guys + gurls that i have been so busy with my assignments. My life is so hectic these day, hope i can get through this semester with good result. I don't hope to aim all HD (high distinction) but a pass will be more than enough lol (oh god pls help me!!

Stressed out will what i am feeling now...i have many things which i have to do and plus..balancing btw study and play time is a must!!! lol..there still many events going on but most the time will be just happy hour with frens (Drinking! Lol thank god for creating such a wonderful drink) ok enough...with the stress of my life stories..

Basically, while i was stressed out with the assignments and shits...i still managed to do some stupid things...lol as always...so this is wad i did when i was doing my IMC plan presentation slides.

My stupid edit funny pictures...


It definitely took my time doing all that picture especially the year book photo. I have to take a few shots to make sure that i get the right pose, hell of work i should say but when you see the result it worth the effort.if you are interested you can do it yourself at

1) http://www.yearbookyourself.com
2) http://www.photofunia.com

anyways that's all for now...enjoy!
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